“Who are you…Anyway!”

To pretend I don’t need you,
That you’re nobody.
To ignore you when you call me,
And to walk with somebody.

To avert whenever I see,
That you’re out there looking at me.
To efface you from my memory,
And forget you entirely.

To pass you by with a sneer
To utter to you words that jeer
To be aloof when you are near,
But wanted to tell you, “I’m always here…”

Venomous desires choke me daily.
Venting sorrows just spoil serenity
Chances come, yet seems uneasy
Thus, constantly you bother me.

You’re in my heart, then and still
But I will never let you feel.
All through the day my thoughts you fill
The wind says so, but you seem not to hear.

I’ll always pretend, you’ll never know.
Truth to you my acts won’t show.
Instead I’ll turn to you and say
“Who are you…Anyway!”